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As time goes on, I become more sensitive to changes in myself. In the old days, I was full of confidence because I was in a privileged profession as a model. Every day was shining, and I think that the treatment and reaction of the men were visibly fulfilling. But when it's brilliant, it doesn't stop. If you notice ... I'm already in my thirties. It may be exaggerated, but I still can't believe I'm in my thirties. At the same time, I find that my important self-confidence is gradually diminishing. "Are ... I was at that time ...?" I'm scared because I'm likely to be crushed by this anxiety someday. I have a boyfriend ... A relationship that is too long. I think you know me very well. But I think it's more important that you don't understand because you are too close. Honestly ... I'm lonely. I'm lonely as a woman. I know I can't return to myself when I was young. However, as a woman, I want to regain my feelings or self-confidence. So please. Hold me today.